Thanks for Reading
by Paige on Thu 17 Aug 2006 11:10 AM EDT I just wanted to pop in with a huge THANKS for all your comments on my last post. I’m embarassed reading it – what a wuss! No, I know that everyone has days like that and I need to give myself permission to have one myself. I’ve kind of needed a few days off to lick my wounds. In the meantime I have been woefully absent from blogland and I apologize for that. Please don’t take that to mean that your comments haven’t been a god-send to me. Each one is llike a virtual hug and it makes me a little more...
Read MoreBreakdown – welcome to my pity party
by Paige on Fri 11 Aug 2006 01:37 PM EDT I went to lunch today with a friend and then went to this new scrapbooking store (for the record I am not a scrapbooker but this store could convert me). I was walking along and then hit the baby section and just started balling my eyes out. I’ve been waking up in tears all week with this recurring dream about my Dad cooing over a baby that is not mine. The effort of pretending I’m ok is killing me slowly. And, like Lut C. I feel I am seriously slipping at work. I think I headed for a nervous breakdown. I immediately feel...
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by Paige on Wed 09 Aug 2006 08:22 AM EDT I’m so happy for Flygirl. Her post made me cry as I imagined my turn at the telling. Um, so ok. No positive OPK yet. CD19. WTF? Can a couple cycles of stims mess up your regular cycles? I’m terrified because we went into this with one problem (MF) we don’t need another. I called the RE today to see if she had any insight. Now the wait for the call begins. Comments (4) | Permanent...
Read MoreAugust 2006 Archive
Thursday, August 17 Thanks by Paige on Thu 17 Aug 2006 11:10 AM EDT I just wanted to pop in with a huge THANKS for all your comments on my last post. I’m embarassed reading it – what a wuss! No, I know that everyone has days like that and I need to give myself permission to have one myself. I’ve kind of needed a few days off to lick my wounds. In the meantime I have been woefully absent from blogland and I apologize for that. Please don’t take that to mean that your comments haven’t been a god-send to me. Each one is llike a virtual hug and...
Read MoreTo progesterone or not to progesterone? That is the question
by Paige on Sat 05 Aug 2006 02:07 PM EDT Ugh. I am at work on a Saturday since I will probably miss work on Mon or Tue for my IUI. Guess what I just learned? They shut off the HVAC systems for the weekend. It must be 80 degrees in this office and completely stagnant with no air circulation at all. Joy. So I started POAOPKS (ha, new acronym! Pee on an ovulation predictor kit stick!) last night. I should surge tonight or tomorrow and IUI on Sun or Mon. Last month I started spotting at 7dpiui so I voiced my concerns and have been prescribed progesterone suppositories. ...
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